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Wednesday, July 28, 2004

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I'm DAMN ANGRY NOW... PISSED OFF.. FRUSTRATED... FURIOUS...

(All written below does not represent any hatred for my dad, they were written at the time of anger..)

I dun understand wat my dad's thinking.. received this CPF form from CPF board today.. saying that our request for the CPF education scheme was unsuccessful cos the guarantor does not met the requirement.. under this education scheme, there's to be a guarantor who need to have a minimum income of S$500.. and my dad (who is the guarantor) just got a job (working for my cousins) therefore he dun hav any CPF contrubution at the moment.. so in order to qualify for the CPF education scheme, my dad got to either get his employer to write a letter indicating his salary or we got to change another guarantor.. actually, its very easy to slove the problem, my dad could just ask my cousin (who is he's employer) to write a letter to CPF and everything will be settled.. BUT, he dun wan to choose that option.. i dun understand his decisons... y is he so sturbborn?? just send a letter over to CPF to reveal his salary but he dun wan.. what's so afraid of revealing his salary... so, we have to change the guarantor.. but who will be our guarantor?? my mum is using her CPF to pay for our education and there's no one else in the family who is working... hiaz..it's so troublesome to bother other people for our personal thingy.. hiaz.. then in the end, we chose to asked my cousins to act as the guarantor.. so had to call him and explain to him.. heng that he's kind enough to help us.. Thank you..

I feel very unhappy abt my dad.. i know i shouldn't be unhappy with him as he is the one who brought me to the world.. i'm just too angry now so i shall pour all my greivances out all at once.. my dad had very high ego (at least i think so...) however, i think he hav not done enough of his part as a dad or even as a husband..though he does work to support the family, but he had no guts to advance his career.. he could have done better if he had more guts in trying new things... (i do hope my future husband would not be like my dad.. at least not in this way.. hope my husband would be able to provide the family with the best that he can..) All these while, my mum had been helping him (financially) to support the whole family.. What i get to enjoy now is what my mum had earned and saved over the years.. Without my mum, i dun think i will be where i am.. i may not be able to get into uni, i may not get all the stuffs that i want... Thanks mum..

My dad is a filial son.. he gave most of his $$ to his parents, to my distant relatives in China.. i dun understand him, we nvr had enough for ourself yet he could still gave $$ to other ppl.. my dad was a very traditional man.. in the past, whenever i talked to him abt the idea of continuing my studies after poly, he would asked me to step out into the society to work and forget abt studying in the uni (cos of $$ issues..) do u noe tt its very disappointing.. i felt hurt whenever he said that.. Luckily, i got my mum to support me.. my mum told me that if i can continue my education, i should go for it and she will support (be it financially or emotionally) my decisions... and slowly, my dad finally came to some senses and realised that further education is good for me and he too supported my decison.. i'm really grateful for that..

erh.. my anger seemed to cool down after all these writting.. hee hee~~ anyway, think tts all i wanna say.. i still love my dad but i hope he wont irritate me again.. hahahaha~~

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